A Little Too Natural

Zahava Cheropovich

Allegheny College


      Getting prepared for an expedition or road trip requires a light touch. The right packing makes a trip run smoothly and allows for maximum awareness of your surroundings rather than fiddling with gadgets and toys that have been brought along. Pack appropriately. For example, I am carrying a black sleeping bag that is rated under -20 degrees, and it is June. Don't let the 90-degree weather fool you; you can never be too prepared. Furthermore, I have packed only one pair of extra cloths, a towel, no washcloth, soap, and pajamas that could pass as an emergency outfit if dire dirt befalls either of the other outfits.

      Finally, I advise that you forget your wallet. This saves you from paying for anything on the trip, effectively shucking all costs onto your boss and kindhearted coworkers. No wallet also means no driver's license. So, you won't be asked to drive the charter van for hours on end through Ohio's flat and unremarkable landscape, which I would describe at great lengths were it not for the fact that I was, fortunately, comatose through most of it.

      At this point some of you may get the impression that I am a fool. But, wisdom in travel often requires foregoing foresight. Don't think about it too hard, since road wisdom isn't built to withstand heavy contemplation. If road wisdom had foresight, I wouldn't have been left defenseless and at the mercy of interns from the organic farm.

      Today, the game of "better than thou environmentalism" is staged on a treacherous game board. There are many different kinds of environmental challenges that serve as opportunities to one-up each other. There are crops planted at small and large scale, animals, foul, and other natural resource preservation reserves that interlace these arenas. In this game all voiced opinions can count as a score.

      The purpose of the trip was simple. We wanted to see how the organic farm operated. This also allowed Alon, an intern from Israel, to visit his two fellow exchange students who were working at the farm. The organically inclined exchange students in question were Hime from Israel, and Sarah, an American who spent time at the Israeli Institute and knew both Hime and Alon. So, the teams were formed. The interns from the French Creek Project, including Alon, Laura, Mondara, and myself, formed our team. The Organic team consisted of Hime and Sarah. We had them outnumbered, but we were on their home turf.

      The first night at the farm was filled with small talk as we settled in. We had decided to sleep on the East side of the building. I suggested otherwise, but the tantalizing carpet won out over the cooler room with the hardwood floor. I had become paranoid the night before about sleeping in a strange place and isolating myself in a room alone. So, I slept like a pack animal, taking my place in the circle of sleeping bags. This mistake put our team at a disadvantage straight out of the gait. I rose from my sleeping bag, overheated and sweating, and cursed my friends under my breath for not taking my advice.

      I took a shower to cool down even though I had showered the night before and in spite of the fact that I no longer had a dry towel to use. Growing on the shower were tufts of green, brown and gray mold and mildew. It was possible I was endangering my life by exposing myself to the wet living slime twice in 24 hours.

      Once I finished and dressed for the day I found that no one was awake yet. I hoped that, like frogs in a pan of heating water, they would boil before they woke and realize it was hot. I rolled my sleeping bag and packed everything else with the intent of making a quick escape at any given opportunity.

      Before I left, I took one last look at Laura and Mondara who were still tucked in their sleeping bags on slow roast. Alon had spent the night with Sarah in the "Sugar Shack." This would normally seem indecent, but I knew him well enough to understand he only had a desire to find the most primitive place to sleep. After all, he lacked any interest in the 200+ pound nearly naked wood nymph that would be staying with him. The Sugar shack is the shanty building where maple sugar is boiled down. It has no glass in its windows, no electricity or running water, and that means no bathroom. Meanwhile, Hime spent the night in the basement apartment of the main house.

      Outside I hear nothing; no telling signs of human activity. This is the perfect opportunity to stake out the territory before having to face any tour guides. I walk from the office to the main animal barn and am joined by the farm's two beagles. One is young and lean, running and barking at me. The other is an old, fat, veteran mother. Her undercarriage almost drags the ground. She is slower and her slight limp shows she is getting arthritis, though it didn't stop her from hurling herself off the back of the moving pickup truck the night before when the owner of the farm drove in. I lean down to pet the dogs. They don't seem to remember licking me the other day and they keep dodging from me. Finally, I continue on, understanding that the most company I can expect from them is in the form of noisy double shadows. When I get to the barn they lose interest and head off in the direction of the small seaweed choked pond. I lose sight of them in the tall grass and rows of soybeans and rye.

      Making my rounds of the farm settles my nerves. I doubt that the competition is going to be that tough, unless the teammates are better than their captain and owner of the farm, a man fondly referred to as "farmer Bob." Never let anyone convince you that environmentalists, vegetarians, and do-gooder peaceniks are humane. I have seen one too many cases of the great animal saviors inflicting more pain on creatures than if they were just left to starve and die. For example, the Hoofed Animal Human Society has been know to take animals away from their owners, without having adequate funds to care for the animal themselves, often leaving the animal in worse conditions than its original homes. This farm proves to be no exception.

      I walk past the lone tom turkey, now fenced into a small apple orchard. He had killed his two mates. The deaths are unfortunate, not savage. Apparently though, natural cruelty is unexpected enough that several interns want to see him stuffed with breadcrumbs. Last night Sarah pointed to the enclosure from the porch of the office and said, "If you wander around without us, make sure you don't go in there."

      "Why?" Laura asked, as the rest of us looked to take note of where she was pointing.

      "Because there is a really nasty turkey in there. He's alone in there because he killed the two females that were with him. I think he should be Thanksgiving dinner." Sarah's voice dripped with hatred for the foul fowl. The sweaty sheen across her rounded cheek blazed in the setting sun, highlighting her determination.

      Hime straightened up in his chair, looking excited. "I thought you were vegan? What makes it right to kill him and not any other animals?"

      She growled, "Because he is mean and deserves it."

      "That's no reason"

      "Yes, it is."

      The two glared at each other. This was a practiced battle. The validity of the argument ceased to matter a while ago. They are just battling wills, seeing who is more stubborn. Hime turned back to us and said, "Still, you should probably stay out of there. As though I could meet my end at this turkey's fiendish clutches, I imagine the newspaper headlines saying, "Woman Pecked to Death in the Prime of Her Life by a 30-Pound Psycho-birdie."

      Last night's talk of cruelty seems meek in comparison with what I find in the main animal barn. Three sheep seem lame; perhaps some form of hoof rot, though the ground is dry. More likely a problem stems from curled up, unclipped hooves. There are two baby ducks and a chick in cages. One duck has a smashed leg and flails into his water dish. He finds a little more comfort while sitting there. It must spend a lot of its time in the water dish, judging by the accumulation of shit in the water. I can't imagine what they actually drink. The second duck's right wing is stretched out and can't be tucked in. The chick seems slightly more normal though obviously suffering from its own disfigurements. It was picked on and had massive sore bald spots. It would have been killed if left in the pen with its siblings. Also, the great room holds one cage with a cat. I don't bother to get close to it. It's a thin calico, and I can only guess why it would be isolated from the other 15 cats that are milling around my feet.

      Hime finally joins me. He strolls into the barn and stops wide-eyed with surprise over the fact that someone has beat him to the barn this early in the morning. It must not happen frequently, but he recovers with a smile, happy that someone is up. It saves him the embarrassment of heading into a den of sleeping females. He is wearing a stained and grungy light blue shirt that is just as shredded and holey as the one from yesterday. Maybe it is the same one from yesterday. At any rate, his hair is a mass of tight curls fresh from washing. "Good morning, are your friends up yet?"

      "They weren't when I left."

      "So your night was alright then?" Hime's accent is rather thick and it typically takes me an extra second to pick out what he says.

      "Good enough. I just couldn't sleep any longer. I think we would have been better off to take your offer. I'll bet its cooler in the basement."

      "It is a little cooler, and my shower is cleaner." Hime smiles at my grimace but tactfully decides against rubbing it in any more. "I am going to let the animals out into the field. We have to herd them. If anyone is up and wants to come, I would be glad for the company. Why don't you ask them?"

      "Okay, I'll be right back. Don't start without me."

      When I got back to the office, both Mondara and Laura were up, and, as luck would have it, Alon and Sarah came in a minute after I arrived.

      Math is a skill that shouldn't be left at home on business trips. Even simple things benefit from small calculations. As I informed everyone that Hime was waiting for us, I made a small mental tabulation that proved useful. I couldn't help but notice a ratio that seemed a little off balance. Four women, two bras. Laura's straps could be seen under her tank, and I can speak for myself. Mondara and Sarah both have a hemp and hippy style going. Sarah's long halter-top is backless and is part of a semitransparent, billowing, dress-like thing that shows she chose no underwear at all, leaving little to the imagination. Mondara is given away by the characteristic droop and jiggle. You can pick out the hardcore environmentalist women because they choose to compliment their intensive college education and liberated nature by looking homeless, not shaving, and having a distinctly concentrated body odor that can be picked up from several feet away. With the scores in 2:3 to 0:1, French Creek Project has won the "sophisticated fashion" part of the game.

      Alon amused us with his grumbling about spider webs on the portion of the wooded trail that ran from the sugar shack to the office. Apparently, he had run into one every few feet. He was still picking at invisible strands as we walked back to the barn. Once at the barn, Hime picked himself up from the mound of hay he had used as a chair and told us what we needed to do.

      "Feed the animals, first. Goats and sheep each get four scoops to a trough. Chickens and ducks get a handful and fresh water. The lama gets two scoops."

      We got to pick from one of three brand-less bins of white flaky foodstuff. Then we would let the hoofed animals out into the field to graze before it got too hot. While feeding I asked about the chicken and ducks. Hime started off by saying, "They are going to be slaughtered soon. They can't make it on their own."

      Sarah materializes at my side in an unseemly billow. "No you don't. We are gonna take care of them. You're horrible." Alon, Riley and I exchanged looks, having realized we just ignited something that sounds like a long-standing feud at the farm.

      "You can't leave them like that," Hime retorted. "If they were in nature they would be dead already."

      "We are taking care of them."

      "You can't fix them. They aren't right. They are suffering."

      "No they aren't." She thrusts her finger at the cages. "They are doing fine, see?" The duck with the smashed leg was lying on it side looking peaceful, not having managed to flop and contort its body close enough to the food trough to get breakfast.

      I tuned out the conversation as I cleaned out the water dishes and buckets and fed the animals. I didn't need to hear it, and I didn't need to speak my mind. In this case, the French Creek Project interns won the round simply by keeping out of a messy argument that was to be decided by the owner of the farm anyway. It seemed that the creatures were slated for slaughter. However the conversation did cause me concern. I could tell from Mondara's facial expressions that she sympathized with Sarah. She was 100% pool eyes and quivering lip when Sarah talked, and she flared with anger each time Hime tried to make a point. She might very well betray us and switch sides.

      Once the animals had eaten, a three-minute wait at best, we started herding them out to the pasture. We opened all the doors to the goat, sheep, and lama pens. We each took a herding cane, the fancy name for a bunch of medium length branches about the thickness of walking sticks. Hime took the lambs. He shouted in Hebrew at them, and informed us that they follow rather than need chasing. The goats had to be chased, but with Laura, Mondara, and I, the task was quickly completed. While Mondara followed the goats out into the pasture, Laura and I were left with one lama that made it clear that she refused to go outside. It was already too hot for her to want to go out into the field. She ambled about the pasture in the shade of the barn. Her ears were folded back, and, if we approached her hindquarters with our sticks ready, she would raise her back leg. She could easily hurt us before our stick could even prod at her. Laura got her moving by approaching her side and starting to turn her. But she darted off, turning back in the direction we had just come. Now she was on the move at a full gallop back towards the barn. She could easily out maneuver us.

      "Flank her!" Laura yelled. So, we tried that. We each relocated ourselves at 8 and 4 o'clock positions. We tried to drive her forward, but other volunteers must have tried this one on her because she just ran ahead, then turned, and ran back on us. She didn't make it all the way back to the barn this time. We had her against the fence in the intermediary pasture.

      "Okay Laura," I yelled, "go ahead of me and be ready to push her on, against the fence." She moved ahead and waited as I charged the lama to drive her forward. On the first two attempts the lama pretended not to see, except that her twitching ear gave away her attention. Finally, on the third try, I ran at her, tripped on a concealed stone, and slid on my knees. This was the first time she had ever seen such a move, so she startled. She was off, and I was up in seconds. Laura contained her laughter long enough to drive the lama through the gate. Once she was through, I heard Hime say, "Now that's the most dedication I have seen." Laura countered, "Way to take one for the team." Everyone had been watching, and Laura had successfully negotiated her way on to their side rather than seeming to be part of the spectacle. "Team Deserts Teammate in Time of Need." This is a definitive loss for the French Creek Project. This has to be akin to committing a cardinal sin. I really should demand that they resign for shaming such a valuable teammate.

      We played with the baby goats and kept an eye on the sheep for roughly forty-five minutes before opening the gate and letting them back into the barn. This was what they had been waiting for, and all of them trotted back without incident.

      We got back to the office just in time to make breakfast. We were given the choice of humus and other organic pastes heavily laced with garlic, eggs from the chickens on the farm, strawberries and raspberries from the surrounding property, Petta bread, coffee, organic earl gray tea, and jam. Our missing bosses finally re-appeared. The previous night Brian had taken off for a hotel, unannounced. He had also partaken of the hotel's continental breakfast. He not only looked clean and well rested, but he looked air-conditioned, refreshed, and 'clean showered,' with plenty of hygienically laundered towels. The head honcho, farmer Bob, emerged from his house not looking nearly as invigorated, but he seemed happy enough.

      Brian took pity on his troops and made omelets. As we waited for breakfast, other volunteers started showing up. A middle-aged woman brought her 8-year-old girl out to play with the goat kids. A few more entered and passed through. By the end of breakfast, most of the hired office workers had shown up and taken their posts at the cubicles that we had been sleeping beside the previous night. At the very end of dinner, we still had a little time before we took the official tour of the farm to see how it operated.

      Remember that when things get boring and the foreign food threatens to revisit you, it is best to get your mind occupied on other things. Often it is helpful to offer to help out on a task that involves getting partnered with an interesting or odd person. Seem hospitable and open to your host's ideas and carefully observe the newest bizarre person on the farm. Halfway through breakfast the type of volunteer I had been waiting for came in through the doorway. She was doing the weeding today, and I volunteered to help, yet another useful trick of the game.

      She was a completely different species of environmentalist from the ones I had seen so far. She was a dangerous mix of hardcore nicotine addict and top-shelf nature girl. She apparently had biked a good number of miles to volunteer at the farm. Her clothes were expensive, a neatly fit mix of name-brand athletic gear. She was already slicked down with sweat. She must ooze Perrier water from her perfect pores to be able to afford to sweat so frivolously in the morning. Pulling the handkerchief off her head, she attempts to use it as a towel, first mopping her face, then her arms. Rearranging the bandana and taking a final gulp from her water bottle, she was ready for work.

      I follow her out to the garden. The others where still finishing breakfast and packing. We started with a large boxed patch of strawberries. Picking anything that didn't have the cluster of three distinct serrated edged leaves. It didn't take long to finish the box - fifteen minutes of silent plucking. With the box completed she leans back on her haunches and leans her back onto the chicken coop. I settle myself, cross-legged, in the grass, admiring the work. She fingers her generic plastic lighter and says distractedly, "I don't like leaving lighters in my pocket. I fiddle with it, and one of these days I'm scared I'll set fire to my pants."

      "I think the flame would smother," I mumbled, trying to avert my eyes from her fingertips, which I expected to char and blacken at any moment. Her fingers were too close to the flame as she flicked it on and off, striking it repeatedly in a manner that was violating and defiling the disposable mechanism, such as it was. Could she have any nerves left in her fingers at all?

      I was saved by Laura shouting from the house, "Zahava, are you ready for the tour?"

      "I'll be right there." I turn back towards my weeding buddy. "Excuse me, I guess I had better get going. It was nice meeting you."

      "Yeah, thanks for the help. I have a good time on the tour. Will you be taking the truck? If you are, it could get exciting."

      "Uh, I don't know, but thanks. If I don't see you again, it was nice meeting you." I dust my legs off and start back towards the office. Game over, the added teammate tips the scale. If this girl is a welcomed part of the farm family, then it is safe to say that the French Creek project is the winner.